I’ve blogged about experiencing “the void” after completing Zankyou no Terror. The anime left me heartbroken for a couple of weeks.
Now I’m feeling something else. I listened to one of the songs from the Zankyou no Terror soundtrack and all the feelings resurfaced. I think I’m making this sound more dramatic than it actually is, but I really miss this series. I wish I could wipe all of my memories of the show so that I could watch it again with a blank slate.
I might rewatch this series. I wonder if my thoughts of the show will change the second time around. I wonder if my heart will get ripped apart again. Again, I am making this sound more dramatic than it actually is… Zankyou no Terror fits with my tastes in shows perfectly.
Unrelated, but I love the sky. I wish I could fly freely like a bird.
I recently came across a poem called ‘Alone’ by Edgar Allan Poe. My favourite part is the beginning:
From childhood’s hour I have not been
As others were—I have not seen
As others saw—I could not bring
My passions from a common spring—
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow—I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone—
And all I lov’d—I lov’d alone—
I think it’s beautiful. There is some comfort in knowing that this is not a new feeling, since this poem is from the 1800s, lol. If you feel this way and other people feel this way, then are you still alone?
Anyways, has anyone tried green tea Coke? It’s a drink in Japan and I won’t be able to buy that here in Canada. I might try to make it myself by mixing green tea with Cola, but I don’t think I’ll be able to produce the same result, hahaha. I recently completed Zankyou no Terror (it’s now one of my favourite anime) and green tea was mixed with Cola.
My family laughed at my hat but I like it! I think bucket hats are cool!
None of these photos were edited (except for the last one).
A lot of people were looking at the moon the other week. I did feel a little weird taking photos, but I wanted to show everyone. The photos are not zoomed in or edited.
These photos are not edited.
If you’ve been keeping up with my blog, you might know that my style changes all the time. Crystal necklaces are my current loves.
I got in touch with a person who makes crystal necklaces and after discussing which crystal may suit me, we decided upon blue calcite. This was a couple of years ago.
The quartz necklace is something I had wanted to make myself, but had no time for. My brother made it for me when he was ten years old.
I am thinking about posting more crystals I have at home, houseplants, and nature photos.
These were added today:
I got a fan with the intention of hanging it on the wall. I didn’t buy it to actually use it haha. I also added this bamboo plant next to it. I bought the plant four years ago but never kept it in my room. Honestly I wouldn’t have brought it to my room if I didn’t have the fan…
The photo quality in the previous picture sucked so here is a close up of the fan. It really reminds me of a summer’s night. When I live on my own, I want to stare at the stars while sitting at my balcony on a summer night drinking juice… or something. I got this fan at Daiso for $2.
I’m going to buy a cork bottle and fill it with paper stars next time. I’ll probably buy it from Daiso haha.
The sky was pretty. I took this photo from my balcony actually.
Listening to: flumpool – Over the rain. This is the theme song for the live action of Bloody Monday (season one). Miura Haruma is so handsome but I’ve always liked J more, especially in the third season of the manga.