Week Recap

Sindy at Infiinty inspired me to do this post (with gifs) after I read her’s. Coincidentally, I’m drinking red tea as I type this blog post. This was not intentional.

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I sneeze so much now and I frequently have a runny nose. I am not sick. Something triggers it, like dust in an old shop or a woman’s strong perfume. After the triggering event, I don’t stop sneezing for weeks. I should probably see a doctor.

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Well, I’ve reached 900 followers so thank you for all the love, kindness and support. It’s a rewarding experience when younger girls open up to me about their experiences with cyber bullying, post-secondary goals, and one girl even sent me her graduation photo! I felt so touched…

I’ve developed many meaningful friendships thanks to this blog. I talk to some friends almost every day on my social media. The AniTwitter/AniBlogging community makes life so fun. The power of the Internet is amazing because it brings people together.

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Future Plans

You may have noticed that I’ve been posting photos of myself in my day-to-day outfits and real hair. I do have everything for a couple of cosplays but haven’t gotten around to taking photos. I’m also waiting for a few things but I should have everything soon. Expect more cosplay posts in the future.

I am not too busy but I just want to watch anime all day. I want to watch anime more than I want to look like I’m in an anime. (* ̄m ̄)

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What I wanted before:

  • Red scarf (for Misaka Ackerman) ✔
  • Black short wig (for Monkey D. Luffy & L Lawliet) ✔
  • Mask (for Kaneki Ken from Tokyo Ghoul) ✔ – waiting
  • Red skirt (for Tenma Tsukamoto) ✔

What I want now:

  • Hoodie (for Karamatsu)  ✔ – waiting
  • Sunglasses (for Karamatsu)  ✔ – waiting
  • Blonde wig (for Misa Amane)  ✔ – waiting

Cosplay plans:

  • Misaka Ackerman
  • Misa Amane (with wig)
  • Umaru
  • Karamatsu
  • Kaneki Ken – closet cosplay
  • Sakura Kinomoto (got shoes)

I don’t care

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Ceiling of bird conservatory

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Spider plant flowers extending over peace lily

Winning does not make me feel happy, and losing does not make me feel sad. With that being said, I am not competitive at all. Sometimes I lose arguments on purpose and I have no problems apologizing to people. To me, it’s not a question of pride but rather a lack of interest to engage in that interaction.

I hardly catch myself feeling jealous of another person. Some people are really accomplished but I either feel happy for them or I don’t care at all. ‘Not caring’ may sound bad but it’s not. *Shrugs*

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My Style 3

In my latest ‘My Style’ post, I expressed my dislike for pants. I like to dress girly. These are actual outfits from recent weeks.

If you read my blog reguarly, I often mention that I like to stay at home. I do leave the house frequently but it’s because of school, volunteer, social events, etc. If I had to pick an animal to describe myself, I would choose the hermit crab.

Social event:

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  • I wore my dress as a skirt
  • I’m still going to wear comfortable shoes

Buying food at the nearby supermarket:

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  • hoodie
  • tote bag with reusable bags inside. I hate using plastic bags >.>

My style = running errand outfit is more casual but both require comfortable shoes + wearing a dress or skirt!

I’ve stopped trying to impress people with my outfits so that’s why I almost never wear high heels. This may sound selfish, but everything I do with my style is for myself, for self-expression. Wearing high heels is currently not doing anything for me since I value feeling comfortable. This can change any time.

I don’t like to think about the future because I enjoy living in the present. The greatest feeling in the world is freedom. I spend my spare time learning stories through television, books, and music. I don’t need to physically go outside because I already feel satisfied. Right now I am happy.

Death Note notebook

I did a gift exchange with fellow blogger, Bambi. You should check out her blog! Bambi lives in America while I am in Canada.

I got the notebook from the anime, Death Note! P.S. I took these photos on my bed so that explains the stuffed animals.

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Nice cover material

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Third page of the rules

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The rules are all there 😛

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String and feather pen

To my pleasant surprise, there are already names in here. The names of the actual characters who died are here. The writings are in Japanese Kanji. I appreciate this because it sticks closer to the original series and not the English dub. Do not fret, I can read some Chinese (which is basically the same as Kanji) which means I will help in translating. I’ll show some photos, but please – if you have not watched or finished the series but plan to, stop reading here. These are spoilers! I did not take photos of all the written names because that would be a lot.

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The first name Light Yagami wrote in the Death Note: Kurou Otoharada. He was the criminal at the nursery home. Light tested out the Death Note by writing his name.

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Takuo Shibuimaru’s name is written in different ways. Light wasn’t sure of the spelling of his name. He was the person on a motorcycle who was harrassing a woman. At this point Light was still testing out the notebook.

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Lind L. Tailor was a criminal sentenced to die, and went on live television while pretending to be L. This was L’s plan to find clues on Kira. Light killed him, thinking that he was the real L.

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Light tests the boundaries of the Death Note by getting inmates to do strange tasks, before their deaths.

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In order to get the identity of the agent following him, Light comes up with an elaborate plan involving the death of criminal Kiichiro Osoreda.

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Both Light and Raye Penber write on this page. Penber kills all 12 FBI agents without even knowing it! It is cool to know the number of characters who have touched and/or written in this notebook.

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Naomi Misora (killed by Light) and Kiyomi Takada (killed by Teru Mikami) are amongst the other names written inside.

The last name in this is Light’s name, written by Ryuk.

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The notebook has the major names of victims killed by the Death Note. It does not have all the names (which I am thankful for because A LOT of criminals died in the series). It is not 100% accurate. For example, the page Penber wrote on was ripped out of the Death Note. The fact that it has the important deaths in one place is something that I like.

The rest of the notebook pages are blank, free for the owner to use. Hence, the feather pen. You may be wondering if I will be writing in this. I wanted this because I am a huge fan of the anime, and also for cosplay purposes. As far as I know, I will not be writing names down.

I am fine the way I am

I got a certificate the other day, and I felt proud of myself. It’s been a while since I felt that way.

Other members include famous psychologists such as B.F. Skinner, Albert Bandura, Philip Zimbardo, and even Dr. Phil. LOL. To become a member, one must have an overall GPA in the top 35% of their class.

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Jian Rou is my legal name but you may stick with Rose =)

I remember I was unhappy about not being as smart as other people in my school. A friend said that I was already really smart since I attend the University of British Columbia. I knew that only a fairly small percentage of people from my high school year got accepted, but at the time it didn’t really make me feel better.

Justin Trudeau, the current Prime Minister of Canada – as well as two other PMs – were educated at my school. I realize that I am not in a bad place.

I still feel this way sometimes but I’ve learned to accept myself and be proud of myself more. I want to practice more self-love and be better to myself.

Note: I am not trying to show off and I am sorry if anyone feels that I am. I had serious issues with my self-confidence in general.

Yo Yo Yo

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I think it’s so funny when I see people I know randomly. They always think I’m dressed up for something but I’m really just getting food. Then when they ask who I’m meeting… it becomes a little awkward? It’s me, myself and I.

I admit that I do dress up a little by wearing baggy clothes and a cap or something. I do that to disguise myself so I can AVOID people. It’s not working.

It’s especially awks when people from my high school are the cashiers. I just act like I don’t know them LOL. It makes me feel a little intimated by the fact that they know what I’m buying. It’s a little intimate and that’s too close for me. Anyone else feel this way, or am I just weird?

I’ve been told that I’m a little hard to meet up with. That’s because I literally love staying at home. I don’t really want people coming over either lol. Idk, a lot of people say that I’m popular (I’M NOT MAKING THIS UP) but I like being at home.

I’m wearing three necklaces right now and no one is going to see. I don’t need anyone to see because I don’t dress the way that I do for other people. I have over 10 anime posters but they’re all for me only. I have no idea where I’m going with this but maybe you guys can get to know me better this way. ;_;

Blah blah blah… congrats on reading to the end!

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