i made my blog private for the first time. O:

i’ve had a bad week but life is getting better. I’m still recovering but at least now I can make my blog public again.

I decided to clean my room because my manga books and A LOT of clothes were laying around on the floor… I found some gifts on the floor but never noticed them before. These days I’ve been getting gifts from different people.

There are people who want me to happy. I will try hard to be happy for them, and everyone else. I’m sorry for being sad so much.

My window is really big so it gives a lot of light. For the past couple of weeks, I’ve kept the blinds closed. Today my brother opened the blinds. >< I saw the trees, clouds, and beautiful sky. ❤

I haven’t been eating much, but I’ve been wanting to sleep a lot lately. Listening to Kwang-Ho Hong’s “So beautiful” and “Good bye” helps me sleep. I always say that Bii is my favourite singer, but a couple of people know that I’ve always listened to Kwang-Ho Hong more. I don’t understand Korean but I know that the songs he sings are very meaningful and emotional. I feel it in my heart.

I think that after March 17, good things stopped happening to me

On a brighter note, this hoodie is so soft and comfy. I want to wear it to school!!!

Once I was wearing bunny and panda stuff and this is what happened. Someone behind in me in class told the person next to them that there are many people trying really hard to get accepted into university, and then there are people like me who were accepted, but look so childish. What does that have anything to do with university admittance?

I suppose they didn’t do anything wrong because I am different, but I can be very mature when I need to be.

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Trying to hide my face ><

For starters, I am proud of my blog. I have very sweet followers!! Thank you!

I sincerely think that the cutest person in the world is my brother. I love him. I don’t know where I would be today without my friends.

My parents love me unconditionally and my mother has promised to order two new games for me next month. I can’t wait. The children at work are very nice to me. I’m learning so much about Psychology and I think studying is kind of fun… 🙂

Now that I think about it, why don’t I use what I have learned from Health Psychology and all my other Psych courses and apply it to my life? If I think about things from a more positive perspective, a lot of good things have happened to me. I get to see cherry blossoms and soon I will be able to eat strawberries. I got to pet sheep and take photos of them too!

I think my plan is to study really hard in school! Studying should be fun because I am the one who chose my major. I will be working hard, so I hope that everyone reading this will be fighting for their goals and dreams too!!

My Lucky Star

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I don’t want to touch shojo manga for a while. All that love stuff is hurting my head.

I haven’t read maybe 40% of my manga books yet, but 2017 will be a better time. I think that should be enough time for me. That’s the good thing about having your own collection. You know that you will read your books eventually, but there’s no rush.

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I feel like sheep are the carriers of happiness because they always cheer me up! They are my lucky stars.

Happiness.

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This photo was taken right before the goat and its pals started chewing on my dress. I love farm animals.

Listening to: The Gun Barrel of Battle – I like to listening to music from my games in my spare time LOL. This is just one of the songs that come up whenever you have to fight an enemy. I’ve heard this song hundreds of times (if not thousands) but it never gets old. Sometimes I go to one of my save points and just walk around… For example, I finished a different game years ago. There isn’t much for me to do because I have already achieved 999 Max HP for all my characters but it’s kind of fun to kill monsters just by touching them (Once you are good enough, you don’t really have to actually engage in battle anymore).

It’s the first day of Spring tomorrow!

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One of the reasons why Spring is my favourite season is because of cherry blossoms.

I can’t wait to eat strawberries next month because they are my favourite fruit. I actually prefer eating fruit over candy.

I took this photo yesterday.

Listening to: 林志颖 – 对望 (This is my favourite song of all time.)

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Last year, around this time, I was really sad for a while. I stopped dressing up and didn’t take photos of myself. O: After the ‘thing’ that happened, I had low self-esteem and wasn’t motivated to blog.

This year, I don’t want to feel unhappy. I want to just wear the clothes I like, and I want to take photos of the things that make me happy.

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I don’t want to ever stay mad at anyone. I want to forgive, and then move on with my life.