My Style 3

In my latest ‘My Style’ post, I expressed my dislike for pants. I like to dress girly. These are actual outfits from recent weeks.

If you read my blog reguarly, I often mention that I like to stay at home. I do leave the house frequently but it’s because of school, volunteer, social events, etc. If I had to pick an animal to describe myself, I would choose the hermit crab.

Social event:

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  • I wore my dress as a skirt
  • I’m still going to wear comfortable shoes

Buying food at the nearby supermarket:

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  • hoodie
  • tote bag with reusable bags inside. I hate using plastic bags >.>

My style = running errand outfit is more casual but both require comfortable shoes + wearing a dress or skirt!

I’ve stopped trying to impress people with my outfits so that’s why I almost never wear high heels. This may sound selfish, but everything I do with my style is for myself, for self-expression. Wearing high heels is currently not doing anything for me since I value feeling comfortable. This can change any time.

I don’t like to think about the future because I enjoy living in the present. The greatest feeling in the world is freedom. I spend my spare time learning stories through television, books, and music. I don’t need to physically go outside because I already feel satisfied. Right now I am happy.

Yo Yo Yo

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I think it’s so funny when I see people I know randomly. They always think I’m dressed up for something but I’m really just getting food. Then when they ask who I’m meeting… it becomes a little awkward? It’s me, myself and I.

I admit that I do dress up a little by wearing baggy clothes and a cap or something. I do that to disguise myself so I can AVOID people. It’s not working.

It’s especially awks when people from my high school are the cashiers. I just act like I don’t know them LOL. It makes me feel a little intimated by the fact that they know what I’m buying. It’s a little intimate and that’s too close for me. Anyone else feel this way, or am I just weird?

I’ve been told that I’m a little hard to meet up with. That’s because I literally love staying at home. I don’t really want people coming over either lol. Idk, a lot of people say that I’m popular (I’M NOT MAKING THIS UP) but I like being at home.

I’m wearing three necklaces right now and no one is going to see. I don’t need anyone to see because I don’t dress the way that I do for other people. I have over 10 anime posters but they’re all for me only. I have no idea where I’m going with this but maybe you guys can get to know me better this way. ;_;

Blah blah blah… congrats on reading to the end!

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Thinking

I don’t just want to show the “good” parts of my life, but also the flaws I have.

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  • comes up with some elaborate story in my head on how xx is going to prefer spending time with yy and forget about me (This is a habit now, after happening to me a few times, haha.) Then I kind of disappear because I don’t want to get in the way. Then it comes true.
  • Internet addiction
  • disappearing…

There are many types of monsters that scare me: Monsters who cause trouble without showing themselves, monsters who abduct children, monsters who devour dreams, monsters who suck blood… and then, monsters who tell nothing but lies. Lying monsters are a real nuisance: They are much more cunning than others. They pose as humans even though they have no understanding of the human heart; they eat even though they’ve never experienced hunger; they study even though they have no interest in academics; they seek friendship even though they do not know how to love. If I were to encounter such monsters, I would likely be eaten by them… because in truth, I am that monster.”
― L Lawliet

Spring(^_^) ….. cleaning(=_=)

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My eyes are spinning. I’ve decided that I own too many things. I don’t have enough space in my room. When did I even get some of these things??

Everything is too cute to throw out, but I realize that I have a lot of pointless shiz. I also own like, four or eight things of the same thing. I think I need to stop buying things but that probably won’t happen… ever.