Hello guys, it’s past 12 AM now and I’m pleased to announce that I’m going on hibernation for 6 days! Well, it’s not really like hibernation at all but I basically just won’t go out of the house for 6 days haha. ><
I am very content and excited for this. I feel the most safe and comfortable in solitude. I am actually a very sociable person haha but recently it’s been taxing. I’ve been getting headaches too. ;__;
Oh yeah, I ordered an eyeshadow palette online because I decided to get back into makeup. The colour scheme is red velvet instead of brown because I like pinker shades more. ^^
You may have noticed that I’ve been posting photos of myself in my day-to-day outfits and real hair. I do have everything for a couple of cosplays but haven’t gotten around to taking photos. I’m also waiting for a few things but I should have everything soon. Expect more cosplay posts in the future.
I am not too busy but I just want to watch anime all day. I want to watch anime more than I want to look like I’m in an anime. (*￣m￣)
What I wanted before:
- Red scarf (for Misaka Ackerman) ✔
- Black short wig (for Monkey D. Luffy & L Lawliet) ✔
- Mask (for Kaneki Ken from Tokyo Ghoul) ✔ – waiting
- Red skirt (for Tenma Tsukamoto) ✔
What I want now:
- Hoodie (for Karamatsu) ✔ – waiting
- Sunglasses (for Karamatsu) ✔ – waiting
- Blonde wig (for Misa Amane) ✔ – waiting
- Misaka Ackerman
- Misa Amane (with wig)
- Kaneki Ken – closet cosplay
- Sakura Kinomoto (got shoes)
In my latest ‘My Style’ post, I expressed my dislike for pants. I like to dress girly. These are actual outfits from recent weeks.
If you read my blog reguarly, I often mention that I like to stay at home. I do leave the house frequently but it’s because of school, volunteer, social events, etc. If I had to pick an animal to describe myself, I would choose the hermit crab.
- I wore my dress as a skirt
- I’m still going to wear comfortable shoes
Buying food at the nearby supermarket:
- tote bag with reusable bags inside. I hate using plastic bags >.>
My style = running errand outfit is more casual but both require comfortable shoes + wearing a dress or skirt!
I’ve stopped trying to impress people with my outfits so that’s why I almost never wear high heels. This may sound selfish, but everything I do with my style is for myself, for self-expression. Wearing high heels is currently not doing anything for me since I value feeling comfortable. This can change any time.
I don’t like to think about the future because I enjoy living in the present. The greatest feeling in the world is freedom. I spend my spare time learning stories through television, books, and music. I don’t need to physically go outside because I already feel satisfied. Right now I am happy.
I like to think of myself as a creative person, and that is why I take pictures, cosplay and draw. This blog is my personal space to express myself. I don’t see it as showing off at all. I blog for myself but everyone is welcome to read.
I think it’s so funny when I see people I know randomly. They always think I’m dressed up for something but I’m really just getting food. Then when they ask who I’m meeting… it becomes a little awkward? It’s me, myself and I.
I admit that I do dress up a little by wearing baggy clothes and a cap or something. I do that to disguise myself so I can AVOID people. It’s not working.
It’s especially awks when people from my high school are the cashiers. I just act like I don’t know them LOL. It makes me feel a little intimated by the fact that they know what I’m buying. It’s a little intimate and that’s too close for me. Anyone else feel this way, or am I just weird?
I’ve been told that I’m a little hard to meet up with. That’s because I literally love staying at home. I don’t really want people coming over either lol. Idk, a lot of people say that I’m popular (I’M NOT MAKING THIS UP) but I like being at home.
I’m wearing three necklaces right now and no one is going to see. I don’t need anyone to see because I don’t dress the way that I do for other people. I have over 10 anime posters but they’re all for me only. I have no idea where I’m going with this but maybe you guys can get to know me better this way. ;_;
Blah blah blah… congrats on reading to the end!
Should I make a Twitter account? How do you even use it lol… How many people here use it? I DON’T EVEN KNOW WHAT IT’S FOR??
If I decide to make an account, I’ll follow all of you.
I don’t just want to show the “good” parts of my life, but also the flaws I have.
- comes up with some elaborate story in my head on how xx is going to prefer spending time with yy and forget about me (This is a habit now, after happening to me a few times, haha.)
Then I kind of disappear because I don’t want to get in the way. Then it comes true.
- Internet addiction
There are many types of monsters that scare me: Monsters who cause trouble without showing themselves, monsters who abduct children, monsters who devour dreams, monsters who suck blood… and then, monsters who tell nothing but lies. Lying monsters are a real nuisance: They are much more cunning than others. They pose as humans even though they have no understanding of the human heart; they eat even though they’ve never experienced hunger; they study even though they have no interest in academics; they seek friendship even though they do not know how to love. If I were to encounter such monsters, I would likely be eaten by them… because in truth, I am that monster.”
― L Lawliet