Sorry for the delay

The fastest way to kill something special is to compare it to something else.”

It’s taking a while to write the Winter 2019 Wrap-up post. I’ve completed The Promised Neverland, Kaguya-sama, My Roommate is a Cat, and Kakegurui xx.

I got sucked into Asian drama hell.

I’m definitely going to watch at least two Spring 2019 anime, but I’m also going to write at least two Asian drama posts.

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Quotes!

I’ve thrown in quotes randomly in my blog, but these are some quotes I really like.

Certain kinds of knowledge rob people of their sleep.” – Haruki Murakami

“A man who has been through bitter experiences and traveled far enjoys even his sufferings after a time.” — Homer, The Odyssey

“Pain and suffering are always inevitable for a large intelligence and a deep heart. The really great men must, I think, have great sadness on earth.” ― Fyodor Dostoevsky, Crime and Punishment

“Books are often far more than just books.” – Roxane Gay, Bad Feminist 

“There is nothing alive more agonized than man” ― Homer, The Iliad

“Failure is a bruise, not a tattoo.” – Jon Sinclair

“Things are as they are. Looking out into the universe at night, we make no comparisons between right and wrong stars, nor between well and badly arranged constellations.” — Alan Watts

“The fastest way to kill something special, is to compare it to something else.” — Unknown

“Women’s sovereignty is central to Indian sovereignty because nations cannot be free if their Indian women are not free.” — Bonnie Clairmont, Hochunk anti rape activist

“If one is satisfied with things, one doesn’t complain about the downsides that exist, either.” – Georg Henrik von Wright, Finnish philosopher

“I need days when I can be alone, to think, to daydream.” — Margarita Karapanou, tr. by Karen Emmerich, from “Rien ne va Plus

“My heart is just like the ocean, has storm and calm and tides” — Heinrich Heine, tr. by Aaron Kramer, from “You Lovely Fisher-Maiden

“Laugh, cry, sing, become a flower” – flumpool, “Hana Ni Nare”

“Just because the nights are lonely, don’t force yourself to love somebody” – flumpool, “Yoru wa Nemureru kai?”

“Consider not whitewashing your film and receiving tons of love.” – John Cho

“I craved desperately some great savage joy, no matter how immense the suffering that might ensue.” — Osamu Dazai, No Longer Human

“Some days seem to fit together like a stained glass window. A hundred little pieces of different color and mood that, when combined, create a complete picture.” — Maggie Stiefvater, Shiver

“We suffer more often in imagination than in reality” – Seneca

“I was never really insane except on occasions where my heart was touched.” – Edgar Allan Poe

“All suffering originates from craving, from attachment, from desire.” — Edgar Allan Poe

“A library is a place where you can lose your innocence without losing your virginity.” – Germaine Greer

“Every 12 years Jupiter returns to the same position in the sky; every 370 days it disappears in the fire of the Sun in the evening of the west, 30 days later it reappears in the morning to the east …” — Gan De, a Chinese astronomer. He was born around 400 BCE.

“The greatest deception men suffer is from their own opinions…” — Leonardo da Vinci

“The fury of a demon instantly possessed me. I knew myself no longer. My original soul seemed, at once, to take its flight from my body; and a more than fiendish malevolence, gin-nurtured, thrilled every fibre of my frame.” — Edgar Allan Poe

“When you are content to be simply yourself and don’t compare or compete, everyone will respect you.” — Lao Tzu

“Knowing others is wisdom, knowing yourself is enlightenment.” — Lao Tzu

“Simplicity, patience, compassion. These are your three biggest treasures.” — Lao Tzu

“My head is full of things that I never tell anyone about” – Ling tosite sigure, Abnormalize

“I believe in you.” Words that water flowers – Michael Faudet

“Et tu, Brute!” — William Shakespeare, Julius Cæsar. Act iii. Sc. 1.

“People are losing their fear of hell,” asserts an evangelist. Well no wonder-it is said that familiarity breeds contempt.” – The Pantagraph, Bloomington, Illinois, October 9, 1948

“Even my own reflection turns its back on me.” – La reproduction interdite 1937, René Magritte

“They who dream by day are cognizant of many things which escape those who dream only by night.” — Edgar Allan Poe, The Tell-Tale Heart

“I am both happy and sad at the same time, and I’m still trying to figure out how that could be.” — Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower

“Oh… So you’re at a movie too.” – Tampopo. Dir. Juzo Itami. 1985.

“In this world, there are things you can only do alone, and things you can only do with somebody else. It’s important to combine the two in just the right amount.” — Haruki Murakami

“Autumn shows us how beautiful it is to let things go.” — Unknown

“Each of us has heaven and hell in him.” — Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray

“To love oneself is the beginning of a lifelong romance.” — Oscar Wilde

“I think it’s very healthy to spend time alone. You need to know how to be alone and not be defined by another person.” — Oscar Wilde

“If a poem hasn’t ripped apart your soul; you haven’t experienced poetry.” — Edgar Allan Poe

“Desiring to be loved, yet despise being owned” — Hebe Tien

“The moon was the most spectacularly beautiful desert you could ever imagine. Unspoilt. Untouched. It had a vibrancy about it and the contrast between it and the black sky was so vivid, it just made this impression of excitement and wonder.” – Charlie Duke

“In Japan, we practice something called forest bathing, or shinrin-yoku. Shinrin in Japanese means “forest,” and yoku means “bath.” So shinrin-yoku means bathing in the forest atmosphere, or taking in the forest through our senses.” — Qing Li, ‘Forest Bathing’ Is Great for Your Health. Here’s How to Do It, Time

“No matter how honestly you open up to someone, there are still things you cannot reveal.” — Haruki Murakami, Colorless Tsukuru Tazaki

Most of these are from books, but some are from movies and some are song lyrics and even tweets. All mediums are important.

If you like reading, I recommend “On Seeing the 100% Perfect Girl One Beautiful April Morning” by Haruki Murakami. It’s a short story and you can read it in five minutes.

I also love this poem:

“The colour of this flower
Has already faded away,
While in idle thoughts
My life goes by,
As I watch the long rains fall.”

– Ono no Komachi

You can read an earlier post on quotes here.

Listening to: Carrying You (Jazz ver.)

Thoughts and food.

I’m starting to read Julius Caesar by William Shakespeare and the famous line, “Et tu, Brute?” has me shaken.

The theme of betrayal happens all the time in literature and in anime too. Take the song Vogel im Käfig from Attack on Titan, for example. When I listen to the song, I feel anger, betrayal, sadness, disbelief and acceptance. The song plays during my favourite scene in the anime, the betrayal.

Quotes pop up on the loading screen of a game I’m playing. This quote in particular was very interesting. It was cool seeing a quote from a novel I own.

“If you want to keep a secret, you must also hide it from yourself.” – George Orwell, 1984

 

Don’t worry, my life is mundane. Every time I write about a serious topic like this, there are always a couple of people who ask me if I’m okay, or if there’s anything wrong. I do appreciate the concern, but you have to understand that I think a lot. I’m not blindly consuming content and not thinking about it afterwards! No, I think about the things I read and watch.

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dragon fruit and soy milk

P.S. I’m learning how to skateboard. Balancing is not an issue but I need to practice turning.

Ting Mama De Hua – Jay Chou [Song quote]

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Ting Mama De Hua/ Listen to Mother’s Words is a popular song by famous mandopop artist Jay Chou.

Unfortunately I did not finish this on time for Mother’s Day (a couple of hours past) but these are important lyrics that people should follow every day.

P.S. I drew watermelons because my mom and I are going to eat the fruit tomorrow.

Thinking

I don’t just want to show the “good” parts of my life, but also the flaws I have.

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  • comes up with some elaborate story in my head on how xx is going to prefer spending time with yy and forget about me (This is a habit now, after happening to me a few times, haha.) Then I kind of disappear because I don’t want to get in the way. Then it comes true.
  • Internet addiction
  • disappearing…

There are many types of monsters that scare me: Monsters who cause trouble without showing themselves, monsters who abduct children, monsters who devour dreams, monsters who suck blood… and then, monsters who tell nothing but lies. Lying monsters are a real nuisance: They are much more cunning than others. They pose as humans even though they have no understanding of the human heart; they eat even though they’ve never experienced hunger; they study even though they have no interest in academics; they seek friendship even though they do not know how to love. If I were to encounter such monsters, I would likely be eaten by them… because in truth, I am that monster.”
― L Lawliet